Dear Muse

[bjornwilde]

Okay I get it, you need to take a day off. That's cool. Plus there's really only one more hour in this day so I'll stop trying to pressure you okay?

But we can try again tomorrow right? We've got that Fear Itself OOM to write for Ben plus the EP with Kate playing flamenco guitar right? (My personal canon from one panel in Crime Bible mini series; why else would they draw her with a guitar if she didn't know how to play it right?)

So let's relax and enjoy the rest of the day without the stress of "I should be doing something".

Comments

[ceitfianna]

*hugs* That feeling sucks. Things will get written when they want to and then they'll be lovely.

[bjornwilde]

I'm not sure which is worse, the desire to do something but having no inspiration or the guilt that I should be doing something but have no inspiration.

And thank you for the lovely comment. I've been doubtful lately and that helps.

[ceitfianna]

For me its the guilt as its persistent and based on this horrible cycle of not being good enough or basically enough. Enough is like should words that can easily be turned into cruel words as they tie into expectations that aren't always realistic.

Writing when the ideas are there and are fun means they're going to be better, sometimes a little push is useful but RP especially is meant to be fun. If it feels like a chore then wait until it doesn't.