Post Cards from Somewhere...
Aug. 6th, 2001 12:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bjornwildeRoxy Music last night was Great. Lots of fun. Best part was seeing Bella again and seeing what looked like joy in her eyes. Girl you have not had enough of that and you deserve it!
This morning I woke up and felt great. Each morning last weekend I kept waking up feeling crappy with what felt like heat exhaustion or the start of a migraine.
Got great news this morning...On saturday I scoured HotJobs and Monster.com and applied online to about 15-20 different jobs. I got a call from one of them this morning.
A temp agency, TAC Staffing. They have a position that is full time for 7 weeks, 2pm to 10pm in Foster City. Best part the hourly rate is $35! If I get it this it will be the most I have EVER been paid in my life. Wish me luck everyone. I sign up tomorrow and I don't know when I interview with the actual company.
Other things...
I need to get me Dream Self kicked back online. I remember I used to dream extremely lucidly and would often have dreams so vivid that I thought they were memories. I wouldn't realize it until the events would happen in waking and a couple of things would happen differently and I would be thinking "This isn't right, it should be this way."
I think there is too much of me that needs to be reset and put back on line.
I remember times when I played games with friends over the phone line. They would be more then 20 miles away and we would each think of a color and the other person would try to read it. I would be able to read the color 95% of the time.
Other things like that used to occur also. Like several times I remember giving an ex-girlfriend a cigarette or such, thinking I had heard her ask for one only to see her spooked cause she was just about to ask for one.
Other things...Once I was damn sure I had effected the weather. Made an airport fogged in when there was no chance of fog according to the Weather Channel, just so I could stay another day with my Girlfriend at the time in San Diego.
Another time I had set up a curse to have a certain person's dreams "Hagridden".
Story time...
The person had broken into my home and stole an Atheme that was given to my keeping to be given back. I knew who this was as he had been obsessed with the blade and wanted it BADLY.
The guy who did this was a fool as he had been partying in my home and had pissed into a glass and left it there.
(Simple fact of life, do not break into a dragon/cat's home, steal something that has been given to them for keeping and leave your bodily fluids.)
I had tied the curse into nine knots. As I untied them over the course of the next two months or so, the curse would be lessened with each knot until finally it was lifted. I also put myself up on the judgment chopping block and fully accepted any price to pay for my actions.
ANYway, I remember no one who came across the string of leather that I had tied the knots into would touch the thing and were totally creeped out by it. I never needed to explain what it was. Somehow people knew not they didn't want to touch it.
Nowadays, I can rarely feel such things. Oh sometimes I feel the worlds shift and feel the earth pulse through me. Sometimes I feel the God or Goddess riding me when I invoke them. Sometimes I can feel myself "shift" to totems. But most often I feel blind to things I used to see so clearly.
Guess my Banality is too high ;]
Okay enough Hippie Pagan whining...
Onto the sobriety report. Yesterday I did have one beer. A MGD at the Roxy Music concert. I felt it was okay A> Because it was with friends and not alone and B> I wanted it for the taste not to feel a buzz. It tasted like crap. Blech!
So I am at SD-5. Wednesday will be a full week!
This morning I woke up and felt great. Each morning last weekend I kept waking up feeling crappy with what felt like heat exhaustion or the start of a migraine.
Got great news this morning...On saturday I scoured HotJobs and Monster.com and applied online to about 15-20 different jobs. I got a call from one of them this morning.
A temp agency, TAC Staffing. They have a position that is full time for 7 weeks, 2pm to 10pm in Foster City. Best part the hourly rate is $35! If I get it this it will be the most I have EVER been paid in my life. Wish me luck everyone. I sign up tomorrow and I don't know when I interview with the actual company.
Other things...
I need to get me Dream Self kicked back online. I remember I used to dream extremely lucidly and would often have dreams so vivid that I thought they were memories. I wouldn't realize it until the events would happen in waking and a couple of things would happen differently and I would be thinking "This isn't right, it should be this way."
I think there is too much of me that needs to be reset and put back on line.
I remember times when I played games with friends over the phone line. They would be more then 20 miles away and we would each think of a color and the other person would try to read it. I would be able to read the color 95% of the time.
Other things like that used to occur also. Like several times I remember giving an ex-girlfriend a cigarette or such, thinking I had heard her ask for one only to see her spooked cause she was just about to ask for one.
Other things...Once I was damn sure I had effected the weather. Made an airport fogged in when there was no chance of fog according to the Weather Channel, just so I could stay another day with my Girlfriend at the time in San Diego.
Another time I had set up a curse to have a certain person's dreams "Hagridden".
Story time...
The person had broken into my home and stole an Atheme that was given to my keeping to be given back. I knew who this was as he had been obsessed with the blade and wanted it BADLY.
The guy who did this was a fool as he had been partying in my home and had pissed into a glass and left it there.
(Simple fact of life, do not break into a dragon/cat's home, steal something that has been given to them for keeping and leave your bodily fluids.)
I had tied the curse into nine knots. As I untied them over the course of the next two months or so, the curse would be lessened with each knot until finally it was lifted. I also put myself up on the judgment chopping block and fully accepted any price to pay for my actions.
ANYway, I remember no one who came across the string of leather that I had tied the knots into would touch the thing and were totally creeped out by it. I never needed to explain what it was. Somehow people knew not they didn't want to touch it.
Nowadays, I can rarely feel such things. Oh sometimes I feel the worlds shift and feel the earth pulse through me. Sometimes I feel the God or Goddess riding me when I invoke them. Sometimes I can feel myself "shift" to totems. But most often I feel blind to things I used to see so clearly.
Guess my Banality is too high ;]
Okay enough Hippie Pagan whining...
Onto the sobriety report. Yesterday I did have one beer. A MGD at the Roxy Music concert. I felt it was okay A> Because it was with friends and not alone and B> I wanted it for the taste not to feel a buzz. It tasted like crap. Blech!
So I am at SD-5. Wednesday will be a full week!
